CONFUSED

Being a husband and a dad is the greatest thing in life, but sometimes I feel so lonely almost like I am completely alone. I use to think I knew everything but, now I'm not sure I know anything.I have a wonderful family a beautiful home and a great business, well at least it was before this terrible recession/depression whatever you choose to call it but, I still can't seem to shake these lonely feelings I have inside me. Sometimes I just can't get motivated and have no energy. I know I am a healthy thirty nine year old man, in great shape, with a lot of years ahead of me. So why am I so confused? My family only knows me as, strong, funny, perfectionist,("my dad can fix anything guy") What they don't know is I am lonely and CONFUSED! 

I will write more at a later date!